The grieving process starts with denial, and ends with acceptance. The process is pretty much the same for all types of loss. From the death of a loved one, to the end of a dream career, grief takes place using the following 5 stages (indentified by psychologist Elisabeth Kübler-Ross) : denial, anger, bargaining, depression & lastly … Continue reading The final stage-Acceptance
December of 2015 I was diagnosed with Histrionic personality disorder(HPD) at a 30 day addiction treatment center, and really didn't understand how the symptoms correlated with me(commom amongst cluster b personality disorders). During a one on one weekly session, the treatment center's psychologist started explaining Histrionic Personality Disorder to me. He followed his explanation up … Continue reading Denial vs Self Awareness
My #1 goal in life is to help those who want it, and raise awareness to those who need it. Giving back, offering a hand, providing a shoulder to lean/cry on, advising those who ask for it, and over all helping others overcome adversity. Raising awareness for those communities in serious need of mental health … Continue reading a life of bliss
Today was so much fun. I had a mini photoshoot with my close friend as my photographer. I use to HATE when others would take my pictures because of my distorted sense of what I looked like which started when I hit puberty. I always thought every picture taken was horrendous and deserved to … Continue reading Camera whore!
Real eyes realize real lies is a FACT because I can sense a lie before the question was even asked It's a prize I won for being through so much crap You tend to notice the difference between gold and yellow painted scraps Your words hold no weight when your body language is out of … Continue reading I love the way you lie.
You can try & numb the pain but it will never go away word to cudi. Strangers physically but emotionally best buddies. Adult kids of trauma minus the huggies. Peers read me wrong laughing when nothings funny. Then u got the dude who offer u molly thinking they gone get lucky. Been popping scripts since a teen your … Continue reading headache to heartache
She has no labels, titles, or keeps score...She hides from herself and drifts to a state of previous joy, excitement, and love. She dreams of the past, fears for her future, & the present is inexistent.
They say tomorrow is not promised today. Sounds alot like my moods on any given day. Today I feel calm due to a dream i rather not speak on. But yet I still worry about the emotional faith of my tomorrows. I fear of night terrors that will throw me off into deep sorrow. Does … Continue reading Bipoetry
life's normal human wear & tear Homeless man with a sign saying "didn't vote trump...Hungry" I laughed at the irony, how could u not find it funny he's no dummy profiting off an election? Ol dude is smart I just had to give him money. Moms always said give in good spirit & he … Continue reading Normal wear & tear
Seems like everyday I ask christ why? Why did you have to curse my innocence with such grime? Month after month its like cycle that wont quit. Hoping to find a cure but I know none exist.. but iiiii am just human. Trying to live happy with this birth defect. While others seem misinformed and … Continue reading I hate you bi*****